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Am pleasantries
Woke up to Hubster getting ready for a day of training. We started talking about random things, exchanging in actual conversation. I have to say it was extremely pleasant. We just sat on the bed as the children all gathered near me in the blankets. The kids started waking up by the time Hubster and I were ready to wrap it up.
I’m pretty sure neither of us said goodbye (although he was sure to get hugs and kisses from all the kids), but I was pleased w the level of interaction we’re beginning to have. Baby steps at this point.
A normal person experiences trauma and crisis over increments throughout ones lifetime. I seem to be the exception.
I married my husband after a few months of being together. Every moment since, beginning with our wedding day, has been a moment of crisis. We tried to solve our problems and then it fell apart. On our 3 year anniversary I started this blog. Alone and away from my husband. Almost another 700 days passed before I recommitted my time to finishing this project, complete the healing process that I let myself get distracted with.
It was the advise from my aunt to give everything 700 days before seeing things get better.... and we will have survived the hardest part of raising the kiddos.
700 days to journey through what will be the toughest part of our marriage: with three kids under the age of two, confronting depression, and everything else that has been working its way against us.
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